Okay so I figured now would be a good time to write this since I’m gonna be crying my eyes out watching the video diaries later….
Anyway. Four years? Four years since these five boys started me on the amazing journey of One Direction.
Four years since I fell in love with these five boys and the blonde one stole my heart ((I haven’t got it back yet thanks Niall)) or ate it as I would say then oops.
Four years since I realised what it was like to fall in love with people I will probably never personally know or meet.. ((I saw them on TMHT and WWA but does that count???)) which is absolutely wonderful and terrible okay? I feel sorry for the people who will never understand.
Four years I spent loving and obsessing over one single band and started talking to some of the most amazing people. ((You guys know who you are!))
Thank you boys. Thank you so much. It’s hard to even write what I feel because it’s all just a crazy mess of emotions but I’ll have a go.
You five have honestly changed my life in the best way. I really can’t remember what I did before you guys came into my life, but I do know it couldn’t compare to this.
Then will never compare to what it’s like to love you five, it won’t even come close if I’m honest. Not only have you guys shown me what it’s like to completely be in love and dedicated to someone. But you’ve also shown me that, even if other people don’t, you care about me. You may care about thousands all over the world, but I know I’m part of that and it just makes me so happy.
Over the past four years I’ve sat waiting for music videos, announcements, voted for awards and watched crappy live streams for awards shows ((let’s not forget sitting from 6pm-2am watching 1DDay)) and do I regret it? Hah nope.
My walls are plastered in posters or your faces and there’s so much merch that I’ve bought. ((I think my merch and posters cost more than my entire room tbh, and most of it is things that I don’t even need don’t get me started.)) and so many times the only thing I wanted was concert tickets just so see you guys for two hours. Do I regret that? Still no.
The past fours years I’ve watched you five grow up, growing along with you in the process, sitting watching you from my living room, bedroom and even my arena and stadium seat. The past fours I’ve spent being so damn proud of you and never stopping because hey? Look where you are now. On top of the world.
I love you so much boys. Thank you for four years and let’s look forward to hopefully a few more..💗